Be careful these decisions in which you make, may haunt you more than your last days, in time the bitterness of leaving me out in the horrible weather and with the men like ravaged wolves set in, taking us down like a sinking ship, carving out my heart of once pure gold blackened by my recent past. All the truths I have told, are not believed. They are only my ammo to throw at me. By all your secret activities and hiding lies. Hiding the fact that you were speaking to a past crush, don't know but think how that burned me, think how unloved I've felt because you've been fighting your feelings for me or without me. Back and forth we circle destroyed the hearts in once we both loved. One in which my smile never used to fade, but now only hurt gets in our way.